Hope not fear – recurrent miscarriage
Every time I see two lines appear
It’s hope that I feel, strangely not fear
You’d think by now I’d have become more wise
But for some reason I still can’t believe my eyes
When I am full of hope not fear
I wish I could slow down and just play it by ear
But I simply can’t stop it, my mind runs ahead
And I picture our new life as I lie in bed
When it all crashes down around me
It becomes so clear to see
Of course this baby was going to leave
Maybe next time I won’t be as naive
Although I feel this now, it can’t remain in my thoughts
I have one rainbow baby who I love lots and lots
He was once those two lines I couldn’t quite believe
So when I feel ready, these thoughts they must leave.
By Donna